Lost & alone
Question:
David: I’m feel tremendously for your current state. I’ve been there, it’s not pretty. First and foremost Dave, don’t be hard on yourself. "feeling like you want to die" doesn’t make you a low life..It makes you somebody who’s at the end of their rope, at the moment. Take all the advice given here, make sure to keep eating and drinking right..Get lots of sleep and rest. Watch movies that make you feel good. Above all trust God to see you through. It ain’t over till it’s over David. And it aint over. Paul G.
Response:
David- Well from someone who has done the 48 weeks of the peg/riba chemo, I would say your right about in the groove for the side affects. What you are saying is about how I felt, like pure shit. I lasted 12 weeks before I quit working. Get on some anti-depressants if your not already, or have the dose adjusted. Other side affects like nausea, headaches, can’t sleep, there are meds to take care of that. I really leaned on the Hydrocodone, my headaches were blinding at times, but never had any problem when I stopped using those. By the end of treatment I was real tired of swallowing any kind of pills. I smoked some of that good stinky skunk weed, that helped too. And of course your doing the right thing posting how you feel. Good to get things off of your chest. Take it easy, the day will come when it will be over and you can do it. Just try to get through today and worry about tomorrow, er, well tomorrow. Hang in there, been there and know how your feeling. Russ "David" <davew…@sbcglobal.net> wrote in message
news:3oftf.4583$nA2.2966@newssvr22.news.prodigy.net… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->I have been reading posts for over a year now and have posted a couple of > times. I’m sorry to post this this way but I feel like there is no one to > talk to and the way I am feeling right now is scary. Today will be shot > 39 > and for the most part I have been very lucky as far as side effects go. I > think the depression is really getting me now. I can’t function at all. I > can’t do anything but stay in bed. I have missed more work in the last > two > weeks than over the rest of the rx Today is the worst I am so alone and > scared. Suicide has even crossed my mind which scared the hell out of me > that won’t happen but the fact that I thought about it scares the shit out > me why would that even be a thought? This has got me so freaked out and > confused I can’t see straight. So if this is hard to read I apologize > now. > Of course none of my Dr. are available today so there is no one to talk to > so I thought maybe writing this could help me clear my head some. It is > taking everything in my power to do this simple task.I’ve done the praying > and the meditating and they don’t seem to help much. So if anyone has any > suggestions feel free to give me any suggestions > thanks David
Response:
Right on, man!!! Thanks for posting words of encouragement…..good to ’see’ you! elmo //////////// VAUGHNK…@hawaii.rr.com (da
